Day 6: Who saw this coming?

a/n: This is the chapter I think we’ve all been waiting for!

Day 6

Vibration. That’s all I felt. Vibration. My phone was vibrating, with my eyes still closed I answered my phone. “Hello?” I said groggily. The voice on the other line chuckled. I recognized the chuckle and awoke, sitting up straight.

 “Hey” I said more aware.

“Were you still asleep?”

“What do you think?” I yawned sheepishly.

“I’m sorry I woke you up, I thought you’d be up.”

“And not immediately need to know where you where?” I questioned. I slapped my hand against my forehead. That was such a weird thing to say. But in my defense, I’d just woke up, I couldn’t be expected to function properly. What can I say? I’m not a morning person.

“Um I didn’t-uh I wasn’t expecting, uh… yeah…”

“Yeah I know that was weird” I sighed.

He chuckled nervously. “Yeah…”

“So what’s up?”

“Oh, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out maybe”

My heart sped up. “um yeah sure”

“Ok”

I got dressed and met Jacob at the park. “Are we still doing training?” I asked.

“Yeah, but I came up with a better way to get you prepared. I’m gonna take you to a special place of mine.”

“Uh, ok”

A special place of his turned out to be a little place called: The Quileute Exercise and Recreation Center. It was about the size of the hospital my grandfather worked at. You could see all the equipment through the glass and I’ll admit, it was intimidating.  It had 4 floors and the sign beside the gym that said :

Top Floor: Medical Center

Second Floor: Restrooms and Showers, and relaxation rooms

Third Floor:  Cafeé

Bottom Floor: Gymnasium, pool and Equipment

Instead of going in depth about what it it looked like, how about I just show you :

Here are some pictures of the Cafe:

  There turned out to be a really nice Gym and 3 pools and all i can say is whoever designed the pool rooms mustve been very eccentric. 

                                                                   Here's the showers:

I would show you the Medical Center but luckily i didn't get hurt so i didn't see it. Sorry.

I stared skeptically at the building.
Jacob smiled. "Don't be scared" 

I'd been lingering at the sign uncertainly and i realized he was already at the door."Come on

I bit my lip and shook my head. He chuckled and walked back over to me. "I'm not going without you."

I crossed my arms stubbornly. He smiled amused. "I've got all day". I raised an eyebrow in disbelief. "It'll have to get dark at some point" i pointed out. "Mmm" he acknowledged as he pulled a blue card out of his pocket. "I'm a member"I gaped at him. "Hmph" 

He smiled chuckling."Come on babe i'll carry you."

(He called me babe!) I fought a smile. "No you won't"   He rolled his eyes."I'm so scared". Without warning he scooped me off the floor. "Jake" i protested as he held me tighter. I looked at him as he carried me. I played with the soft hairs at the back of his neck. He twitched. I glanced at him. He looked determined. I studied his glorious face and traced it. "What are you doing?" he chuckled as he opened the door.  I was currently tracing his mouth where a mustache had grown. "You've got a mustache." i said avoiding his question.

"Yep"

I smiled looking at his mustache. "It's nice"

He smiled. "Thanks"'

I smiled again. I loved how he moved his mouth though i was dissapointed i hadn't tasted it. This was ridiculous. i was way behind . 

This painting was above one of the pots

The interior design of the gym was even more impressive than the exterior. He put me on my feet. "Welcome". he said. The floor was black marble, the walls were an exact replication of the floor except in crisp white. Behind the black and white desk ahead of us was a thin curtain of water pouring rapidly into a little pond It sounded like this:  www . rainy mood.com. Anyways, as much as i loved the cold it was strange how frigid it was in here. There were small circular lights built into the ceiling. Nice. There wasn't much around us but some black and white ornate benches and some expensive looking paintings of snow, trees and seas.

This is what a water wall looks like in case you didn't know.

This was the one behind the desk.

This water wall was outside the gym

This one makes me think of Alaska. aah!

I want this for my room!

 They were all beautiful. The ones with the northern lights were my favorite. There was some tall, curvy, black pots about 2 or 3 feet high with some creme colored flowers painted on the side.Overall a very nice lobby."Wow". He smiled and walked up to the desk. I hung behind him. He took something from the girl at the desk who looked very dazzled by Jacob. Surprise Surprise. She suddenly laughed and touched his arm.I growled and tapped my foot impatiently. He turned around with his jaw moving up and down. I peeked around him at the girl at the desk. She rested her face in her hand while her elbow rested in a puddle of her own drool. She was looking at his butt. "Okay we're all set" he said in a manly taking care of things sort of way. He casually wrapped his arm around my waist.  He opened the door that said Equipment. 

" After you", he said holding the door open for.  He chuckled and rolled his eyes. "Fine i'll go first" he said walking to the door taking her hand. It wasn't so bad once i got inside. It said 'Judge free zone' on the wall; that sounded good. Someone whistled to the left of me. I blushed and Jacob squeezed me tight around the waist pulling me against him. It was almost... possessive.  The whistling man didn't stop with the whistling. "Hey you! with the hot body!" he called. Jacob froze. I slowly turned my head and pointed to myself. "Me?" i mouthed. The man rolled his eyes. "Yes you, i'm not talking about your pretty boy boyfriend" He laughed. I blushed as Jacob turned around. "He's n-not" i stuttered but i was cut off by another dude. "Hey! That's no way to talk to a lady! " he walked up to me. "Exspecially not one as pretty as you". He pretended to bite me making me flinch. He laughed and Jacob slid me behind him. The man adressed the man who'd spoke first. 

" 'Sides i got dibs" He said tilting my chin up and tried to kiss me. I frowned. "Stop" i muttered as i jerked my face away. "Don't touch her." Jacob growled. The man held his hands up in surrender."Sheesh man! i was just kidding... she's just so damn hot!" He said grabbing me by my waist. Jacob growled. "Don't you think i know that? I said don't touch her!" He shoved the man. "Hey no hard feelings man! i understand!" he clapped his shoulder. Jacob looked confused. The man laughed. \"Really, i get it! Shit, if i was getting that kind of ass i damn sure wouldn't let it go." I was uncomfortable i didn't want to look at Jacob. "Wait what?" he said. "No we're not- no...what?" The man smirked. "Ohhhh! A friend with benefits type of deal? Sweet ! Even better! You get that tight ass without any commitment . You are officially the man! I respect you."

"Yeah we're gonna walk away now" Jacob said as we did just that. When we were some distance from the vile creatures, Jacob gently cupped my face with his hands. "Are you okay ?" he rubbed my cheek with his warm thumb. "Yeah"   ( It wasn't something i wasn't familiar with by now ) "I'm so sorry you have to keep dealing with this"He pointed to the carpeted staircase before me. "We can go up there if it'll make you more comfortable, there's no one up there" he added. "Sure" i smiled. When we got upstairs, Jacob started up a treadmill for me. I looked at him. "Go on" he said gesturing to the  running machine. I made a face. "Trying to tell me something  Jake?" He laughed and got on the treadmill beside me. "Don't be ridiculous" he said chuckling. I laughed. Oh the joys of being skinny...  I shook my head and sat on a bench thingy. "No" i said simply.  His jaw flexed and chomped as he got off his treadmill. I squinted at his mouth. "Is that gum?"  i said  standing up and leaning over his treadmill. "Uh uh, you've been holding out on me."  He looked at me then did a double take. I nodded"I'm so serious" He made a face .

I frowned." Don't give me that look, you need to learn to share" i said tapping my foot. He laughed. "You can't have it, it's mine besides. it's in my mouth". 

"Pssh i don't care, i'm trying to teach you the value of sharing." i chuckled. "And hurry up before you chew all the taste out" He shook his head "No". he laughed. I frowned. "I'm sorry it had to come to this Jake, it looks like i'll have to use force."I reached over and put my thumb and index finger on his lips and tried to pry his mouth open. He gasped. "What are you doing, No" I put my hand on his shoulder and stood on my tiptoes. "Hold still, i just wanna see what flavor it is..."It's Tropical Fruit!" he said like i was harassing him. "Come on Jake, you're acting like i'm trying to rape you" i said. He laughed and it popped out.  "Ha!" i said triumphantly waving the sticky orange blob in his face. The gum was balanced on one finger and i jabbed that one finger in my mouth and chewed;the gum, not my finger.  He looked at me expectantly. I gave him a thumbs up "Yum. It's good"

"Even though it was in my mouth?"

I grinned. "Correction. Because it was in your mouth... I'm kidding" No i'm not. He chuckled while i chewed. The flavor of the gum was masked by Jacob's delicious spit. All i tasted was... like... warm brown sugar and cinnamon.  I knew Tropical fruit gum didn't taste like that so i knew it was Jacobs spit mixing with I think i might've moaned. I couldn't be sure so i peeked at Jacob who was looking at me with a raised brow. "Dude, i know for a fact that gum was not that good".  I blushed. I was stunned that i'd got a small taste of him. As weird as it was, his spit tasted so good to me. I hoped I'd be able to taste it directly from the dispenser someday, tee hee. "Can i have it back ?"  I chewed it over pondering. "Tell you what" i started. He laughed. I cracked a grin "What?" He waved me on. "Nothing go on". I grinned and stretched the gum into two pieces. "You can have half and i'll take half" i smiled proud of my quick solution. He frowned. " I really don't-"  I cut him off by trying to force his gum half  in his mouth. He didn't open his mouth so it stuck to his lip. I giggled. "Thanks" he said sarcastically as he peeled it off his mouth. "Cheers" he said as we put our separate halves in our mouths. We laughed.

Jacob:

Below us, i could hear the men grumbling, thankfully ness couldn't.

"You really think he's hittin' that?" One asked. "How could he not? Hell i'd definitely tap that." I tried to keep the growl in my throat. The man who spoke first was lifting weights and staring at Renesmee with a hungry expression. I hurriedly looked at her to see why he was looking like that. Oh god. Why?  She was using a leg press. You know, the machine where you pull your legs WAY open and close them."Mmm" he said licking his lips savagely. "Work it baby, work it!" "Think she'd suck me off?" he muttered to his friends. I could feel tremors across my body One of them shrugged. "I don't think so. She seems like a nice girl, don't think about her like that just because she's so beautiful" the man said exiting the gym. I calmed down when i heard the other man's reply.  The first dude scoffed and headed our way. "Shut up. That bitch is mine. I'm gonna fuck her pussy till it tears." 

That was it.

I stormed to the man with nessie looking after me confused. 

Back to me:

"I heard that" he said."No one here, besides me is ever going to have anything to do with here. Sick bastards"  he started to walk away. One of them grabbed his shoulder. "i don't see why not? If your not planning on tapping that then somebody should be able to get some. That's some quality ass you got there, it shouldn't be wasted. How do you stand being around her for 2 seconds without tearing that ass up? Shit, you are better than me then i'm getting hard just looking at her" he ranted on and on.

Hard? I wondered what getting hard meant. " She. belongs. to. ME!" he snarled. They jumped and walked away muttering. "Show some respect". he demanded. I'd walked down to where he was. He turned to me. "Wanna grab some lunch?" he said calmly. I nodded still stunned at what i'd.just witnessed. "Okay" he said swinging his arm over my shoulders. "Let's go then"

Later in the cafeteria...

"Did you and Bella do anything after the party?" i asked warily as i bit into an apple.

He looked up from his soda can at me. "We didn't do anything really, we talked a bit."

I nodded. "Jacob?"

"Yeah?"

"How old do you think those dudes were?"I asked carefully.

His jaw twitched in a cute, irritable way. "About 30 or 40, maybe 50. Why?"

I shrugged."Just wondering." I finished my apple and tossed the core in the metal wastebasket. I wasn't so hungry now.

I had one more question i really needed to know the answer to. "Jacob, why'd you tell those guys that- that i belonged to you? Maybe i wanted to date one of them, or all of them."  I blurted out without looking at him. 

"They'd probably kiss me at least " i muttered staring intently at the floor. He didn't say anything and i was afraid to look at him. The table started shaking and i could hear him breathing heavily. He reached across the table and grabbed my face gently. He tilted my chin up so I had to look at him. "No" he said shaking his head. "No what?" i said stroking the veins in his forearm. "No you can't date them and you certainly can't kiss them". He said 'kiss' like the word had personally offended him. "Why not?"
He sighed like i was missing something obvious. "Because they are going to want to do something more than kiss" he said carefully. 

I could not believe we were having this conversation.

"Like what?" i said feigning innocence. 

"Like sex" he said through gritted teeth. "It's all guys like that care about".He looked very distracted.

"What if i care about it too? What if i want sex?" i said tracing his wrist before flicking my eyes up to meet his. His nostrils flared and he let my face go. He leaned back in hi chair. "Do you?" he asked cautiously. I raised both eyebrows and stole his soda can. "Of course". i said eyeing him as i took a swig of his soda. 

He cleared his throat. "Surely you don't want it from them then" 

"Maybe" i said shrugging. He looked like he was in physical pain. "No" he muttered. "Not from guys like them."  I shrugged again. "Why should you care? You obviously don't want me" i said lowering my voice and looking at the floor. He looked tired and confused. "I mean am i not allowed to be happy or loved?" I looked up at him. He didn't seem to want to talk about this."You are but..." he sighed taking my hands from across the table and staring into my eyes.His were darkened and intense. "I just don't want you to get hurt"
I nodded pondering. "So i am allowed to have a boyfriend" i said slowly. "And have meaningless sex' I grinned at him and he glared back. I patted his hand chuckling. "So long as i don't get hurt?" He didn't respond he just continued glaring. "Okay, okay. How about if he really loves me?" I tried.

He looked like he was trying to figure out if a new food was good or not. "I guess that'd be okay..." he ran a hand through his hair and looked away. 

"Now what's wrong with that?"

 He looked at me and shrugged. " No, Nothing's wrong with that" he said quickly. 

"Uh huh" i said sensing that he was lying. "Good because friends shouldn't have a problem with their friends dating". I told him.

"Uh huh, yeah yeah" he agreed halfheartedly.

I continued. "Also good because..." Time for some quick thinking. "I'm kind of already dating someone"

He choked. "And i want you to meet him" He seemed to be concealing anger.  He looked around like he really didn't care before turning back to me. "What?!" he said angrily. 

"Yeah, his name's..... ....... "  Forgive me buddy. "Brett" i blurted. "Brett? Sounds like an ass..." he muttered. "So will you meet him?" i pleaded.

"Whatever" 

""Yay! you can meet him tonight before we go out." i said. 

"Go out?"

"Yeah so we should probably head home so i can get ready."

He grabbed his keys and pulled my seat out for me to get up. "You and I are gonna talk about this."

After arriving home...

" Dude you gotta help me out." i begged Brett later that day over the phone.

"I'd love to ness but i can't do this just to make your little boyfriend jealous."

I sighed. "How many times do I have to tell you? He's not my boyfriend, if he was i wouldn't have this problem! Sheesh! Listen sometimes..."

"ness this is some stupid shit, you know that"

"Yeah i know but i'm entitled to be stupid every once in a while aren't I"

"Every once in a while?" He questioned. I could practically hear his grin.

"Shut up" I snapped.

He laughed heartily and in spite of myself i did too.

"But come on man help me out."

"No"

"But you'd make such a good boyfriend."

" Sorry babe, Not gonna work."

"Damn"

He chuckled.

"Brett, if you don't help me I swear I'll...."

"You'll do nothing" he taunted. "You not real ness, You. Not. Real"

"Bitch i will fuck your life up" i teased

He snorted. "Oh my god shut up"

"So will you do it?"

He laughed. "Are you kidding me? How many times do I have to tell you? I'm not getting caught up in this- this stupid-stupid bullshit"

{ Silence}"Soooo.... You're gonna help me right?"

"Dammit ness"

I laughed. "I'm kidding!"

"Good"

"Alright bud, what's it gonna take?"

"Hmm you be my slave for a week?"

"Deal. Oh and we'll have to make it look like we're kissing okay?"

" Okay. Bye babe, stay sexy"

I laughed. "Bye Brett" (Click)

Jacob:

Later that day...

"Okay Jacob, Brett will be here any minute. Be nice."She told me

Ding Dong 

"That's him" she sang flitted to the door and opened it. 

Brett turned out to be a tall, blonde dude.

"Hey babe" he said.

She smiled. "Hey". "Jacob,Brett Brett, Jacob"She introduced.

"Hey" we both said briefly. So far so good.

"Hey babe?" Renesmee murmured into his neck. {Babe? I get it you're dating but really?}

"Yeah?"

"Kiss me" she whispered pulling him in and he was all too happy to oblige. 

So yeah. They practically ate each others face right in front of me. She glanced up at me with a smirk before resuming the kiss.

I was struggling not to break something. Finally they pulled away and Renesmee moaned. "We might have to rent a room tonight." she said breathily. I tried to keep my face composed. "I hope you brought another pair of clothes, yours might get torn off" Brett whispered. She giggled. "We'll see you later Jake"  she said and just like that, they were gone.
I stared at the space they were just at. "The fuck was that?" i muttered.

BTM:

So after we left the house Brett and I had to decide where we would go.

“God Brett that was amazing!”  I said high fiving him. Brett smiled. “So where[PC1] [PC2] [PC3] [PC4] [PC5] [PC6] [PC7] [PC8] [PC9] [PC10]  to?” I frowned. “Do you think I’m horrible for doing that?” He shrugged. “You gotta admit it was bitch move babe” I nodded. This was why I liked Brett, he always told me exactly what it was no matter how much it might hurt.  “When should I tell him the truth?” I asked. “I would say as soon as you see him again”

I sighed. “You know I can’t do that”

“You damn well can and will, even if I have to tell him myself.”

“I’m giving you a full week of my service, I should get a week of yours” I told him.

“Fine deals off. I’m taking you home, and you’re gonna tell the truth.”

“Okay, fine”

Later at home on the couch…

“I lied” I found myself telling Jacob the truth about my boyfriend. Fake boyfriend. He just kept staring straight ahead with a hard expression. “About what?” He said through gritted teeth. “Um about…. My boyfriend.”   He laughed bitterly. “What, he’s not as great as you thought?” I frowned. “Jacob, what is wrong with you?”

  He scoffed.“What’s wrong with me?” he muttered.  “Nothing, just tell me what it is.”

I regarded him uncertainly. “I just wanted to say He-he’s” I started sweating. For the first time since I got home, he looked at me. “Please tell me that jerk didn’t hurt you! Did he hit you?!” He started trembling. I blanched. “No he’s not a jerk! He would never hurt me!” I said. “You better not be lying for him.”

“I’m not! We’re not even really dating! That’s what I wanted to tell you.”  His expression calmed. “But… you kissed him.”  I shook my head. “No, it wasn’t real, He doesn’t even like me like that.” I said hurriedly. “Then who is he?” Jacob demanded.  “He’s just my friend I met at the Halloween party.” Jacob nodded. “And you don’t like him, right?”  “Right.”.

He kissed my hair. “I’m glad you didn’t get a boyfriend.”  I looked up at him hopefully. “Might not get to spend as much time with you.”  “I’m sorry” I told him. “I’m sorry too.” He thought for second.  “I’m also sorry it didn’t work out at the gym.” I smiled. “I had fun.” He smiled. “I’m glad”  “Lay down” I told him. He looked at me. “What?” I pushed on his chest. “Lay down.”  He made a face. “Um okay.” He laid down and put his hands behind his head. “Now what?” I fixed one knee over him and sat down at the junction of his pants. He frowned a bit. I felt something hard pressing into my thigh. I looked down and immediately wished I hadn’t. I raised my eyebrow at his tented pants. “Hmm” I said with a slight smirk. I slid down on him until I was lying on his warm body. I kissed his neck and rubbed his arms. I ground myself on his erection.”Are you ready?” I asked still sucking his neck. “Ness” he groaned rubbing my back. “I’m sorry but I don’t want to.” I glanced at his erection. “Oh yeah?” “No stop” he said pinning me forcefully to the couch. I chuckled. “Eager are we?” as he sat up. “Why don’t you- what’s wrong-… are you gay?” I asked. “What?! No!” he said. I laughed. “Relax jake, I was only kidding.” The doorbell rang and Jacob went to answer it. “Jacob” my mom hugged him. “I missed you.” Jacob smiled. “I missed you too.”   “Hi mom.” I said making a feeble attempt to smile. It was more like a grimace. “hey sweetie” They went and chatted in the kitchen. “Jacob that’s awesome!” My mom said. “….I could never have done that!.... Yeah! Sure” she said. I wondered what they were talking about. “Hey ness wanna come?”Jacob called. “Come where?” I called back. “It’s a secret but bring your bathing suit.” I quickly ran up to my room, slapped on a bathing suit and ran back downstairs where mom waited with Jacob. “Mom’s coming?”  I asked Jacob in his ear. “Oh come on” I’m still young and cool and hip and… down with the times?” Mom’s statement turned into a question. Jacob laughed. “Bells you know as well as me that there was never a time when you were cool, hip or ‘’down with the times’’ whatever that means”. My mom laughed and elbowed him. “Shut up. You’re not helping my case.”  He laughed. “I’m being honest.”

“I really don’t want to be here” I told Jacob as I turned to exit through the gate. He caught me around my waist and held me there until the gate closed. “You tricked me!” I hissed. He scoffed. “I told you to put on a bathing suit, where did you think you were going, the zoo? Besides you’re gonna have fun. Don’t be silly.” He said as we stood by the pool side. “Now take your clothes off.” He demanded. My mom snickered and I felt a warm blush spread across my cheeks. I started to warm up in other places at his words… “What if I don’t want to?” I said stubbornly as I crossed my arms and stared into the watery depths. He uncrossed my arms with ease and tugged at my shorts. “Then I’ll make you.” I scoffed and danced away. “I do what I want. Ahh!” I giggled as he successfully pulled my shorts down. My mom looked over. “Aren’t you a fast little thing?” I blushed. “See what you did?”  “Now the shirt” he said ignoring me as he grabbed it. “Um excuse me sir” I said giggling. “I feel as if I’m being sexually harr- ahhed!”  I laughed not finishing my accusation because he started tickling me. “Your being sexually harrahhed?” he questioned with a grin as he continued tickling me. “No! Don’t!” I laughed thickly as I twisted around. “Are you gonna cooperate now?” he asked.  “No” I giggled stubbornly. “Well then…” he said tickling my waist.  A lot of people stared at us like we were idiots; including my mom. Mom cleared her throat. “If you two are done flirting, I could use some help with my bathing suit.” She said struggling with the straps. I shook my head. Even as a vampire, my mom wasn’t no count when it came to clothes.  He went to help her then he came back to me. “Don’t think you’re getting out of taking your shirt off. I stared him straight in the eye and with one fluid motion I had my shirt off revealing fresh, ripe, C cup breasts. I saw his lips form one word: “Damn”.  All eyes were on me but I kept my eyes on him as I strode confidently into the water.  The men in the pool swarmed, some might have been considered handsome but I couldn’t be sure. All I could see was Jacob. I looked over my shoulder at Jacob. His stance was rigid and furious . I smirked and turned to the man closet to me. My fingertips grazed his shoulder. His eyes darkened and slowly, uncertainly his hands constricted around my waist. Everyone in the vicinity seemed to holding their breaths.  All was still and quiet. I could feel the heat from Jacob’s glare.  I ignored his blazing stare and I smiled gently at the man. I put my hands on his shoulders and placed a small kiss in the hollow of his neck. I felt shudder under my lips.

Jacob:

A fierce growl ripped through my throat. It was torture to watch her with some other guy, to see her wrapped around some dude, when that could be me, she wishes it was, It should be but… it can’t be. I can’t refuse her over and over and expect her to what? Wait for me? Not even that. She doesn’t think I have any intentions of pursuing her. This is ridiculous. If she likes that guy then so be it, I have to let her go. She turned and looked at me with her wet hair swishing around. I tried to smile and give her a thumbs up, the smile turned into a sad grimace. She ignored the dude and looked at me concerned. She wasn’t fooled. She turned to the hopeful looking guy. She gently pried his fingers of her waist. “I’m sorry I can’t” she murmured.  She turned and waded through the water. It felt right for her to come to me and the world stopped spinning as fast. “Yeah, come here baby” I murmured gently. I shook my head. I couldn’t say that she wasn’t my baby. She emerged glistening in all her wet glory.       A series of dirty, unfiltered thoughts flooded through my head as she walked slowly, cautiously towards me. She was a foot away and she still wasn’t saying anything.  I bit my lip. My thoughts jumped to earlier when she was on top of me. My balls twitched at what would’ve happened if I wasn’t so stupid.  If I had only known what was underneath all those clothes. She’d gone from child to woman in like a week. Finally, she broke the silence. “Jacob” she said her voice dripping with worry. “Are you okay?”  She placed her hand on my arm and I inhaled sharply and nodded stiffly.  “Yeah I’m good”.

She smiled. “Sorry about the bathing suit” she apologized. “I think it might be too small…” She said shifting the cups. Might? Her breasts were pouring out of their miniature cups. “Um, no, no” was all I could manage. I didn’t want to make it seem like I’d noticed too much. “You don’t think it’s ridiculous?”  The only thing ridiculous was how turned on I was. I shook my head and tried to look indifferent. “No, I like it.” She smiled. “I didn’t even look at it when I put it on. She laughed. I smiled. “Yeah, no I like it” I repeated stupidly. “A lot.” I said as my gaze rested on her boobs. She smiled shyly, blushing.  “I’m glad you like it. Do you think…” she trailed off and I watched her trace my arm.  “Do you um, do you want to…” she sighed nervously and tapped her foot making her breasts jiggle. My dick burned and ached to be inside her. I grabbed her arms and pushed her into the stone wall beside the pool. I rubbed the soft skin of her face. Her sweet breath hitched as I gently pulled her face to mine. Her lips brushed mine and I eagerly readied myself to kiss her. I heard a gasp and Bella spoke. “Jacob? Come here I need to tell you something.”  In that instant, the last of the thinnest strings that bound me to Bella snapped and for the first time since that day at LaPush, I felt free.

Later that day…

Btm:

“You almost kissed me.” Jacob shrugged. “Yeah, but I didn’t.” I bit my lip. “But you wanted to.” He made a face that said: ‘ You can’t prove that.’ Whatever. If he wanted to play me for stupid, I wouldn’t hassle him. I went and found my mom in the pocket door room. “Remember when I told you at some point I was gonna ask for you and Jacob’s full story?” She nodded. “Yes, come sit.”

 I did.

“That point is now.”

She sighed. “Fine. Me and Jacob met when I was 17 and he was 15. At first I just wanted to get information on your father but then he became my best, and later on only friend. Anyways, he’d had a major crush on me and I didn’t feel the same. On my 18^th birthday your father left me.” I gasped. “No” she amended. “Not like that, he left me for my protection. I sank into a stupor of depression that I can’t even remember. It was a defense mechanism, I was in so much pain It was kind of like a hole had been punched through my chest. Your grandpa was very worried because I’d ditched all my friends, and I was like a zombie that awoke in the middle of the night to scream over the loss of her vampire boyfriend.” I made a face. “So you totally freaked.” She laughed at my teen lingo. “Yeah, I guess I did freak.” I smiled. “So Jacob stepped in and helped me through those dark times and brought me back to life, however when I rescued your father from the Volturi we got back together and that really took a blow to Jacob. Months later, your dad asked me to marry him when I accepted, Jacob threatened to get himself killed unless… unless I kissed him.” I frowned. “And…” “And I… I did and I loved it but it wasn’t enough somehow, so I married your dad which practically killed Jacob especially when… when well I had you. Your birth and the months leading up to it were deadly to say the least. So then.. I had you.” She smiled. I frowned. Somehow, this didn’t answer my question.

“Soooo do you think Jacob likes me?”

“He always has.”

 

“What!?” I hissed.

“Ever since you were born he had this…this weird…thing for you.”

“This isn’t adding up?” I murmured.

“What?”

“He always acts like he doesn’t want me.”

She sighed. “Ness isn’t it obvious? He does like you. So much that he can’t even function. Trust me on this Ness, I know him better than my left hand.” She clapped my shoulder. “He’s crazy about you! Everyone knows it!”

I blushed. Though I knew this was nonsense, I liked entertaining the notion that Jacob was crazy about me.

“Sure doesn’t seem that way to me.” I said forcing myself to snap back to reality.

She rolled her eyes. “You are so blind. I guess you get it from me” she shrugged sheepishly. She took my hands and eyed me carefully. “Listen carefully. Jacob has been deeply wounded and he’s just doesn’t wanna be hurt that’s all.”

  I looked at my hands. Now this was making sense.

 “Guess I kinda made things harder for you. Sorry kid.”

 I nodded. “A bit but I’m working on it.” 

Mom laughed shaking her head.

 I looked up. “What’s so funny?” 

“2 years ago that was Jacob, trying to fix me. He was working on me and now someone’s working on him.”

I frowned. “It didn’t work out so well for him, maybe I should just give up.” I sighed.

“No! Don’t give up. The only reason that didn’t work for me is because I was already too messed up. I love Jacob! Really, I do! He’s cute,funny and caring not to mention those abs! Mmm!”  She licked her lips. “He’s great really, the only reason it didn’t work was because your dad already had a hold on me but it wasn’t really because I didn’t love him enough” she rambled on. She was starting to look upset. “It’s not because I’m not attracted to him, believe me. I mean I love your dad but if we weren’t married I’d wreck that.”

 I cringed at the way this conversation turned.

She continued with expression on her face for once. (Kidding mom!)

“He’s matured a lot I can see that, he’s very manly with a mustache that looks really sexy. Oh my god he’s sooo sexy! Ugh! I hate this but when he comes here shirtless… I just want to pounce!”

My face flattened and I started to get mad. “Chill mom.”

“All I’m trying to say is, he’s worth it so don’t give up.”

I stood up. “Thanks mom. I ran down the hallway into the kitchen were Jacob was there staring out the window. “I know what’s wrong with you.” I told him He turned and looked at me warily. “Hey”.  “My mom told me.” I said walking closer.  He waited for me to go on. “Jacob, I would never break your heart.” I said solemnly. He grimaced. “Yeah, I’ve heard that before.”

“Please believe me.” I pleaded.

“Why should I believe you?” he hissed. “What makes you different from… her?” He took a step closer. His chest was pressed against me.

“I love you” I whispered through tears. “And I’d rather get knocked up by someone I don’t love, than to be rejected over and over by someone I do. I turned away so he wouldn’t see the tears spilling over my cheeks. “We could be so happy together.” I said quietly. He didn’t say anything so I slowly walked away.

 I spent the next few days with a box of Kleenex, my mp3 and my crushed hopes and dreams. Without Jacob, my days were long, sad, miserable and painful. Each minute was like being dragged across a bed of nails.

 Love sucks.

I’d started to get seriously pale from sitting in my room with the lights off and the shades drawn. My eyes were probably red from crying. Believe it or not, I wasn’t completely crying for myself. Mostly, I was crying for Jacob it was sad that he had to suffer through rejection.

 I needed to make this right, I decided.

 At least I can free him of guilt.

Jacob:

I wasn’t mad at her. I was just frustrated.  I needed to trust her. I love her, she loves me, that’s all that matters. I was being stupid. It wasn’t like I was so much happier without her.

Love sucks.

I hadn’t been crying but I’d been thinking.

I need to make this right.

Btm:

After all these days of locking myself in my room, I finally left. I raced down the hall and into the kitchen where he stood like he had over a week ago. I went straight up to him. “Jacob I’m so-“ but before I finished he grabbed my face and kissed me. Distantly I heard a “Finally!”

His mouth was soft, warm, and wet. He feasted on my mouth and I staggered under the force of the kiss. He pushed me into the counter causing some pots to clatter to the floor. He seemed frustrated, like he was unleashing all his pent up lust into one kiss. His hands tightened around my arms and then my waist. He finally settled on holding me tightly against his body with his arms around my back and his hands in my hair. He mercilessly attacked my mouth with his tongue. My mouth fought back. Jacob was winning but he seemed to enjoy my attempts. 

Jacob:

She was moaning and it just turned me on. It was sexy how she kept trying to control the kiss and when I overpowered her, she made a combination sound of a whine and a moan. It was so cute it drove me crazy. For a little while, I’d let her take over so she’d think she could overpower me, but when it became too much, I pushed her back into the counter. I gently guided her head on the countertop.  I moved to her neck and tasted the sweet skin there.

Back to me:

He kissed back up to my lips. I could feel the hard line of his erection pressing into my vagina that started aching for him immediately. “Mmm” I moaned deeply as I grabbed his arms.

All of a sudden, my body was rolling up and down uncontrollably. HIs erection was pressed firmly against my pussy. Jacob was cupping my hips forcing me to be still while he grinded on me. I heard muted chuckles but I was too far gone to care. The force of his grinding was actually moving me on. It turned me on in a sick way. I liked the idea of him forcing himself on me. I wrapped my arms around his back tightly and grinded on him as hard as I could. He moaned and I was starting to win. He was now the one being grinded on. Not me. This excited me so much that I pushed him hard into the wall and jumped into his arms. With my legs wrapped around him,I ground him hard into the wall. I bounced impossibly hard on him feeling him grow hard as steel. He put me down and my mouth was full with his tongue.

Jacob:

This is incredibly hot, I thought as I squeezed her hips. I so wanted to fuck her brains out. “Hmm mmm jake!” she moaned as she threw herself at me. I couldn’t handle this degree of hotness, I might have a heart attack if she doesn’t calm down. I let hr grab my wrists and hold me back because if I got my hands on her for too long while I was in this state… It would go down. I grabbed her waist and squeezed her till she gasped out a puff of breath in my mouth. That, of course, turned me on so I squeezed her tighter. She started gasping quickly trying to breathe but coming back to my mouth when she could breathe just a little. That was cute but it mae me feel bad so I let her go.

Back to me:
My face was flushed and I kissed him slowly before we pulled away.  “I love you” he murmured. I slipped my tongue in his mouth and tasted him once more. “I love you too babe.”

I heard loud clapping. “It’s about fucking time!” I turned and saw Uncle Emmett and the whole family gathered outside the kitchen. My mom was in the front with my dad. She smiled and mouthed. “Told you.” I smiled.

“Who else found that extremely hot?” Emmett said. Jacob raised his hand. I laughed and punched his arm. “Shut up” I muttered blushing.

“Don’t ever be ashamed of being sexy” Jacob grinned as he pinched my butt. I smiled. My dad’s face was set and expressionless. Alice giggled and clasped her hands together in joy.

 Emmett laughed. “These two are gonna be little freaks Rose. They might give us a run for our money.”

Rosalie made a face. “That’s highly unlikely” she said as she grabbed Emmett and kissed him. When they resurfaced Rosalie smirked. “Beat that.”

I pulled Jacob to me and kissed him hard.

 When we resurfaced, Jacob felt his mouth. “Okay, so I’m actually bleeding.”

 Everyone besides Rosalie snickered, even my grandparents.

 “I think we have a winner.” Jasper chuckled to Alice.

  Rosalie scowled. “We’ll see”

 I shook her hand. “Let the games begin.”

So Paul’s a little off but he’s not so bad and everyone else is okay.” Jacob told me as we got out of the car. “Yo Jake!” A voice from inside called. A cheerful looking boy came out of the house. “Who’s this?”He asked. “This is Renesmee” he said it like he’d won a trophy and was trying not to brag. “Hi” I said. He smiled. “Hey I’m Seth.”

“She’s my girlfriend.” Jacob said proudly.

“Oh well nice to meet you.”

I smiled. “Nice to meet you too.”

A big dude came out of the house and walked over to us. “And who is this?”  Jacob eyed him warily “This is Paul” he muttered to me. I nodded. “This is Renesmee” he told him. Paul walked up to me. “You’re pretty cute.” He said running his hands through my hair.  I smiled shyly.

“Hey” I said uncomfortably.

He looked at me and smiled. “Hey beautiful.” He murmured.

Jacob sighed. “Knock it off Paul.”

 Paul rolled his eyes. “Can’t you see I’m working here?”

“She’s my girlfriend, get away from her.” Jacob snapped. 

Paul took one step back. His eyes raked my body over and over. He addressed Jacob. “Yeah you better hit that while you can.”

My face felt hot and I looked at the ground.  Paul pulled my face up. “I bet you like it rough don’t you” Paul said in a husky voice. I looked at the ground and twisted my foot. “Um”

He smiled wickedly. “No point in being shy, I can tell you like a good fuck.”

“Paul!”

He ignored Jacob. “You ever need that pussy split open, you come to me. Okay?”

I bit my lip and kept my eyes on the dirt as I nodded.

“O-kay?” paul said. “Say it.”

“You don’t have to answer him.” Jacob growled.

 I knew that but I didn’t want to make any enemies. “Okay.”

“Good now give me a kiss…” He grabbed me and his tongue grazed my lip before Jacob punched him. He pulled me away gently. Paul whistled. “Mmm, that girl is tasty!” He howled as he went inside. “I Just wanna –“ Jacob covered my ears as we walked away. But I could still hear. “Fuck her right now!” he continued. “What do you think Jared? Bitch was sexy wasn't she?” There was laughter. “I wouldn’t mind taking a shower with her.” Jacob scowled. “You want to go home?” “yeah”

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