Changes

Warning: sexual encounters, maybe a few cuss words. If that’s not your thing, I suggest you don’t read it.No flames/mean comments are tolerated. Take your negativity elsewhere.                                                            J
Day: …. How should I know?

How was I handling the relationship of my daughter and my wife’s best friend?Not well.But the blame wasn’t entirely mine, they weren’t exactly helping me to adapt. When they weren’t making out in random places such as: The laundry room, on top of dressers, the floor, our room, the woods, they were groping or making dumb phone calls. Take this morning for example:
“I love you too smookie bear!... No I love you more! … Don’t make me come over there and kiss the crap out of you Jacob!...I miss you too! …. I think my dad’s awake…. you hang up first…no you!... no you… I’m not hanging up first I love you too much!... That is such a great idea! Let’s invite Alice…10:00 you say?... Perfect…. Why? … cause I couldn’t stand to be away from you one second!...Ok…ok… I’ll wait for you baby…ok bye love you…love you too… I’m pretty sure I love you more!... ok….ok…..ok….Bye love you!” Click.What was that?The doorbell rang. “Ooh Jacob!” Renesmee said as she sped past me. “Hey dad!”And there he was. All I have to say is: what happened to greetings? You know,  hey, hello, how’s it hanging? Hell, I’d even take: ‘What’s shaking baby?’
But no.They immediately started kissing and rolling all over the kitchen table. I cleared my throat. They didn’t seem to hear me. “I missed you.” Jacob said as he kissed her. “I missed you too baby” she mumbled against his mouth. I cleared my throat. “Excuse me.”  Jacob didn’t even look at me as he greeted me. “Hey E- Mmm” Renesmee grabbed him and smashed his lips back on her and secured him there by wrapping her tiny arms around his back. “Shut up and kiss me.” She gasped when they came up for air. “You couldn’t greet me before you stuck your tongue down my daughter’s throat.” I muttered. He squeezed her thighs before Renesmee climbed on top. It pissed me off but I couldn’t look away. I growled when I saw a lift in his pants. He rubbed her again trying to control himself.
Jeez. She was oblivious to how much he was enjoying this. She thought she was the only one having fun. Slowly, uncertainly she bent to kiss him. He pulled her down eagerly.
I hated being a mind reader at times like this.  Renesmee loved how tight he held her. Upon reading Jacob’s mind I realized every little thing turned him on, her lips, her vulnerability everything. I was disgusted.I would’ve stopped them but Bella said I couldn’t. I guess she felt guilty because she thought she’d spoiled their chances of a relationship when she’d rejected him.
Jacob smacked her butt and squeezed it. She giggled. I clenched my fists. He wanted to bite her butt. He put his hand down her pants and she shrieked. And her thoughts were suddenly intense. She wanted sex.
“Uh hello, time to call Alice”They ignored me.“Hump me” Jacob demanded.How dare that dog ask her to do something so filthy.“As you wish master” she kissed him. “Hold on babe.”He put his hands on either side of her hips as she rocked back and forth. “Mmm, do you feel that baby?”
He nodded. “Yeah.”She grinned. “You like that?”“It’s driving me crazy babe” he groaned and he grinded upwards and she grinded downwards.
I clapped my hands for their attention as they rocked faster and faster.”Ok kids, that’s enough.”Renesmee gasped. “Dad! What are you doing?! ““Alice” I sighed.
“Oh!” she turned to Jacob who had a glazed over look in his yes. “Huh wha?”
She laughed and kissed him. That brought him out of his trance. “We gotta call Alice.”
“Oh yeah” They slid off the table and Jacob called Alice. Renesmee flitted innocently to the couch. I narrowed my eyes at the prominent bulge in Jacob’s pants inflate as he followed her butt with his eyes before calling Alice. “Hey Alice…Ness and I are going somewhere wanna come?...I can’t  tell you…cause it’s a surprise” he said sitting beside Renesmee. “…No not for you” Renesmee snickered. He winked at her and rested his hand on her leg. She blushed and looked down. “How is it a surprise then? It just is, wanna come…Good…No Alice there probably won’t be cake.”  Renesmee choked out a nervous laugh as she looked at his hand on her leg. He looked at her and followed her gaze to his hand. He smiled wickedly and slowly ran his hand up and down her leg. She bit her lip and looked away. “Renesmee” he said softly. She turned around. “Hmm?”“Come here” he murmured before he kissed her. Her face turned tomato red as they kissed. He placed a soft kiss on her lips before getting back to Alice. “Yeah, I’m here Alice” he said taking Renesmee’s hand and smiling at her. “…Fine there’ll be cake…no I don’t need time to set up, it’s not a party for you…see ya”. Before anyone could ask questions, Alice burst through the door. “Alice!” Renesmee shrieked startled. “Oh Hullo! Is all this for me? “ she said feigning surprise. I looked at Jacob in bewilderment. “What?”  I mouthed. “Alice” he scolded.
“Not much of a party “ she frowned at the lack of decoration and guests. “Luckily you can redeem yourself when you show me the presents.” She announced grandly. “I told you we weren’t having a party for you.” Jacob said. She grabbed her bag. “See ya dad!”Why was this happening? Why did Jacob always want things I was entitled to?
Btm:So jake can you tell us where we’re going?” I asked from the passenger side.He nodded. “uh huh”“Well are you going to?”He grinned. “No.”“But you said-““I said I could tell you. I never said that I would.“ he chuckled.“Why won’t you?”“Because we’re already there, look”he pointed out the window. I looked and saw we were at Walmart. I turned to Jacob. “Walmart?” He laughed. “It’s gonna be more fun than you think.” He got out and opened my door. I hopped out just as he went to open Alice’s door. She seemed surprised. She danced over to me flashing me a thumbs up. “You got a good one” she said. I laughed. “I know” I said proudly. Jacob showed up beside me. “So what makes you think this is gonna be fun?” Alice asked him. “Some people can have fun wherever they are.
10 minutes later…“So did we come in here to do something other than act like fools?” I laughed. Jacob chuckled. “Not sure”. Alice laughed.”That was the only thing on my agenda so what now?”  We all looked at each other and knew we were thinking the same thing. “First one to the games wins”. They sprinted off without me in separate directions. Alice went right Jacob went behind her. “Wait! I wasn’t ready!” I called. “Too bad!” Alice laughed almost running into a old lady. “Just run!” Jacob said further away from both of us. I turned left and sped through racks of belts and bags. I had no idea where the games were but I still had fun running through the store like a maniac.  A middle aged man behind me started fussing at me. “Are you crazy? Slow down! Slow down!” I looked behind me while I ran. “I’m just as crazy as I can be!” I laughed wildly and when I turned around I tripped, head over heels of some old woman’s grocery cart and down came Renesmee, groceries and all. This is definitely gonna set me back. But that wasn’t that worst of it. Prune juice busted and splattered all over me. “Crap! Ow!” I looked up and saw Alice running ahead while I lay on the ground. “Noooooo!” Alice was breathing hard as she pointed at me and laughed wildly. “Alice! Help meee!” She stopped for a moment. I thought maybe she was gonna help me but she was just resting her hands on her knees while she laughed and caught her breath. She started running again as I helped the woman with the mess. The old lady wagged her finger at me and walked away. I got up and changed directions in my soggy clothes. I saw the sign directing me to the promised land: Games. “Ha! Take that Alice!” I ran to the game section and there was no one there. I had won. Despite all the stupidity that’d just occurred, I’d won.  Just as I was about to celebrate, I saw Jacob emerge from behind a shelf grinning. Damn. “You didn’t really think you’d won did you?” he said with a smirk as he pulled me closer by my waist. I crossed my arms and bit my lip. “I knew you were probably around here somewhere…” I lied trying not to look at him. He smirked. “You’re so cute” he murmured before capturing my mouth in a kiss. I gasped as I was still getting use to this and when he released me I had to hide my breathlessness. “Ness?” He said. I was licking his taste off my lips and blushing furiously at the floor. “Hmm?” I looked up at him and felt my skin get hot again, I looked away. “What’s all that on you?” he frowned.. “Oh yeah, it’s prune juice.”  He looked tempted to laugh. “How did you manage that?”  I frowned. “I knocked over a cart full of it…” I said shaking my head. He laughed. I punched his arm. “Hey! We’re dating; you have to be nice to me.” I smiled. “We’re gonna have to clean you up.” He said. I sighed. “Yeah”
“I’ll have to take your shirt off” he said as he started kissing my neck.I fought a smile. “You’ll probably need to take your little panties off too.” He grinned as he continued sucking my neck. I started gasping. “Jake! My panties aren’t even wet!” His eyes darkened. “You sure ‘bout that?” he murmured. I gasped and blushed. Was he talking about-?  “I mean if juice spilled on you, it’d probably soak straight through your little panties.” He murmured huskily. “Don’t you think?” he whispered. Only Jacob could make prune juice sexy.“Aha!” Alice yelled triumphantly. We turned around. She was sopping and purple. “Prune juice?” I guessed as she staggered over to us. “Slipped in it. But I would’ve won if not for that damn juice” I laughed. “No you wouldn’t , you were going the wrong way and Jacob was here before me.” She snorted. “So Jacob won?” “Guess I’m the only one who isn’t a misguided klutz.” Alice laughed and high fived him. “Kudos, man” He smiled. “Thanks.” “So where to now?” I asked.
“Home. You two are dripping wet, it’s ridiculous.20 minutes later…“You sure you don’t want any help?” Jacob called from the other side of the door. “You wish” I laughed scrubbing away with my loofah.“Maybe later then? I could help you get dressed…”“Jake” I said blushing.“I can put your girly lotions on you…” he said.“As tempting as that offer is-“ (So tempting) “No. Okay I’m about to come out so clear out.”
I heard him sigh.”Okay”. I got out of the shower and wrapped in a towel. I stepped out of the bathroom and looked both ways. “If you jump out at me, I swear I’m gonna kill you.”  He laughed. “Ness I’m in the living room, don’t be silly. But hurry and get dressed and meet me on the couch.”“Okay” I said creeping to my room. Once there, I hurriedly slapped on bra, panties, racerback tank top,boy shorts and white kneehigh socks.I towel dried my hair and sprinted to the living room where I saw Jacob. I sat on his lap. “What are we watching?”“Jurassic park”.He kissed my neck. I squirmed.”I didn’t know you liked his movie.”“Yep.”“It’s a shame you won’t get to see any of it.” I murmured as I twisted around o kiss him. I was suddenly very conscious of the fact that I was wearing a see through white tank with a black bra underneath and matching boyshorts with the white bejeweled words sexy across the butt.
The movie continued without us, not that we paid any intention it. His mouth was a lot stronger than mine and he overpowered me, though I could tell he was trying to give m a chance to feel like I could control him a bit.
As if.Our relationship was very strange, I’ve only known him for like 6months (the days show briefly how things progress between us, each day represents a new month and the events that occur in that day gives you an idea of how we interact that month, most events are unrecorded. Confused? Don’t think about it too hard.)Anyways, we hadn’t been friends for 3 of those months and everything seemed to be happening rather quickly but damn if I wasn’t grateful for his sudden change of heart. I was so happy I just wanted to choke someone. Or slap them. Is that weird?..... Don’t answer that.In my drunk like state, it was somehow funny to imagine some slapee getting slapped all because the slapper was just that damn happy. I managed to swallow the laughter that bubbled in my throat at the thought of something so stupid.
Of course I then couldn’t help but imagine some innocent person gasping for air while you choked them to express your joy.  A strange sounding laugh gurgled out of me while Jacob kissed me.
“What?” he asked.
I grazed his cheek. “Nothing” I said kissing him. I could feel his arms tightening around my back. He pinned me to the couch and I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. My feet were flat on the couch and he was in between my legs. I was under control until he flung his shirt off then my pussy ached.
Between the shirtlessness and the bulging erection pushing impatiently and eagerly through his basketball shorts, my pussy was burning from lust. I was grateful, however, that my arousal wasn’t as obvious as his. I lightly grazed my finger over his covered erection . He squeezed my my

arm tighter and kissed me deeper. I felt around and squeezed his balls gently. He groaned and laid on me. I rubbed his bare back sympathetically. “Poor thing” I said with a mocking edge. I kissed his neck. “Want me to do that again?” I liked torturing him in this area because I thought It was suitable punishment for his behavior before we were together.“Yes, wait- no, yes” he sighed. “I don’t know” he said helplessly.I chuckled. “You’re so cute.”  I said kissing him and squeezing him unexpectedly. The next thing I felt was wetness.
“And you’re not as innocent as I thought you were.” He said.I grinned and kissed him. “I think every innocent angel has that one person who brings out the devilish side to her.” He smiled. “Guess so.”He started kissing me and ground his soft, firm balls into me. I wrapped my legs around his back so I could be closer to him. Distantly, I heard voices in the background.
“Mmm” Jacob groaned giving butt a firm squeeze. I grinded on him lustfully. I clawed his back violently.”I love you.”, I whispered.
 I heard snickering. Right as I was about to climb on him, I heard Emmett’s loud, disruptive voice booming: “And what have we got going on in here?” I jumped away and I felt my face burning. “Nothing now, thanks to you” Jacob growled at Emmett who bowed dramatically.  He scowled at Emmett.
I was more focused on the fact that everyone, everyone was there mom and dad Alice, Jasper,  Emmett, Rosalie, Carlisle, Esme, even Trixie and Ralph who were contently chewing on a single piece of jerky together.  They didn’t know their owners were about to engage in…. activities.
My mom had the expression of someone who had been slapped but knew they deserved it. My dad was frowning but I saw a hint of amusement in his eyes.  Alice was grinning along with her mate Jasper who was beside Rosalie who stood crossed arm and with her lips pressed in a tight line beside Emmett who seemed to find it hilarious. My grandparents looked at each other with silent communication. As for Ralph and Trixie? , Still sharing that beef jerky.“It wasn’t me” I muttered fighting a laugh.But Jacob heard and laughed making me burst out laughing at something only we heard.Needless to say I felt like an idiot.Everything was silent for like 10 seconds and Emmett was the one to break it. He clapped loudly with a massive grin on his face. “You guys are such freaks!”he laughed. “I love it!”Rosalie scowled. “What the hell is wrong with you two?”Jacob chuckled. “You guys are something  else” he said to Emmett. “You come and watch us make out yet we’re the freaks and there’s something the hell wrong with us?” he looked at Rosalie who continued scowling.Emmett couldn’t keep the grin off his face. “You’ve got a point there but still you guys are nasty.”Alice rolled her eyes. “It’s their right as a new couple.”“Thank you Alice” we both said pointedly.  She nodded once accepting our gratitude. “Now let’s all clear out and give them some space.” Alice scooted everyone out of the room, including herself.
 Insomnia

"Spill” Alice demanded later that night.“Seriously” Rose agreed on the other line.“There’s nothing to spill” I assured them.
“Bullshit.” Rosalie hissed.
“What?”“You’re trying to one up me and Emmett. You not slick, give it up. Emmett and I dominate the lust department.” She said playfully.I spun around twice in my desk chair. “Whatevs. This time we actually weren’t trying to one up you guys. We didn’t even know yall were there honestly.”“She’s got a point there.” Alice piped.Rose hissed. On her end, I heard a male voice who I knew to be Emmett interject his two cents.“You gotta admit babe it was getting pretty steamy there what with sounds they were making and all…”I made a face. “What the fuck?”me and Alice said in unison.Rosalie face palmed Emmett away.”Shut up” she snapped sharply at him. He just laughed.I rolled my eyes. Emmett was so immature.“Rose” Alice addressed in her soft, bell voice. “Tell your nosy ass husband to butt out and mind his own business.”I snorted. “You tell him Alice!” I cheered jokingly. She laughed.”Yeah and you tell him that Jacob is manlier than he could ever be!” I said raising my voice so he’d hear me.Emmett snorted. “Yeah yeah whatever, I bet you won’t say that to my face though.” He challenged.He was right, I wouldn’t. Not unless I wanted to be put in headlock and have my hair tousled or I’d be practically tickled to death until I admitted defeat.“Yes I will.” I lied bravely.He chuckled. “Puh-leeze you not real.”  Why did everyone seem to think that?
“Don’t make me come over there.”Alice and Rosalie laughed at our playful banter.“And do what?” Emmett said. “Babe, give me the phone so I can red her out”. He told Rose. She chuckled handing him the phone.

“You’re just mad cause Jacob and I are the new hot, young couple and you and Rose are the dusty, old have beens. Face it gramps.” I shot back with a victorious cackle.“Yeah but when you lay down with dogs you get up with fleas.” He snickered.I grit my teeth at his jab at Jacob for being a wolf but was quick to defend him. “I’ll take whatever I get up with if it means I get to lay down with Jacob” I said fiercely.“Even ticks?” He jabbed.“I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it if I have to.” I said with unfailing loyalty.“Yeah well don’t be surprised if it’s not as good as you think it will be.” He said in an arrogant nonchalant way.I narrowed my eyes.”I’ll remember that” I said in a threatening way. “Next time you want something from me, I’ll remember that.”He scoffed. “You can even what you’re supposed to remember let alone extra stuff.” He laughed.I narrowed my eyes. “I’m done talking to you, give Rose the phone.” I said steely.(2 seconds l8er) “Hey  ness.”
I sighed. “Your husband is such a di- um jerk.”She laughed. “Don’t I l know it.”“Wanna get away from him for the night?” I asked her.“What did you have in mind?”“Let’s have a sleepover.”
Alice laughed. “I think I’m a little too old for slumber games.”I made a face. “That’s ridiculous, you’re coming and I’m gonna invite my friends from the party.”“Cool, how can we help?” Rose asked.“Let’s go get some supplies, you know, snacks and stuff.”“Let’s get on it.” Alice said.                   2 hours later...
I turned up Anya Marina’s ‘Move you’ on the radio.“So what do you guys wanna do?” I asked everyone as I readjusted the big purple pillow I was perched on.Rachel plucked a piece of chocolate out of a bowl. “I’m up for anything.”“Ooh I know!” Alice squealed.“What?” Marissa and Rosalie asked.“Let’s play truth or dare! I’ll go first, Marissa, truth or dare?”She giggled. “Um, truth”“ Okay. Is it true that you and Brett are dating?” Alice said with a grin.“What?” she said sharply making Rose and Rach snicker.Whoops. I looked around like someone had called my name. I looked out the behind me..
“Who told you that?” Marissa demanded.Alice glanced sneakily at me with a sly smirk. “A little birdie”I gulped and searched desperately out the window for something distracting.
“Who?”
I started to sweat. “Ooh is that a raccoon?”Rachel and Rosalie started laughing.I elbowed Rosalie. “Do you see that? Am I the only one seeing this?” I pleaded.“I don’t see anything what about you Rach?” Rosalie grinned.She grinned. “I don’t see a thing, except maybe a little birdie...” She said snickering.I glared at them both.“Renesmee of course.” I heard Alice say.I gasped loudly as everybody turned and looked at me.“Ness how could you?” Marisa said.“Yeah ness, how could you?” Rosalie shook her head.“Shut it”Rach and Rose air fived. I saw they were becoming quick friends.“Look riss, I really thought you liked him.”She crossed her arms. “Alice, dare her”“Skinny dipping” Alice said quickly.“What!”“Skinny dipping” She repeated simply.Rachel laughed. “You’re gonna get ammonia ““Seriously” Rose agreed. “It’s like negative ninety out there.”Marissa stood up and put her hands on her hips. “Well that’s just too damn bad. That’ll teach you not to spread rumors.”“I wasn’t spreading rumors I genuinely thought you two were a thing, oops.”They pushed me out the door and that is how I found myself standing naked in the dark staring at a black mass of liquid.“I can’t do it!” I yelled back at them.
Rachel shone a flashlight in my eyes. “Hurry up!It’s freezing out here!”“How do you think I feel? I’m naked!”“Nikes!” Marissa yelled over the fierce wind.
I turned around and my hair smacked my face. “What the hell?!” I called through my chattering teeth.They laughed and yelled in unison: “Just do it!”I groaned and wrapped my arms tight around me. “So Lame!” was all I could manage as I pulled hair out of my mouth. I suddenly  felt a pair of clammy hands push me hard. I stumbled.”Aah!” I screamed before toppling into the icy, inky depths. Their laughter was muffled by the water and they were still laughing when my head broke the surface.  I turned quickly to see who’d pushed me but whoever it was, was back in line with everyone else. I’d find out who ‘d done it nonetheless  and they would pay.
After we were back inside the warmth and my hair was towel dried and wavy, everyone jumped around me singing karaoke.
“Tell  me why, I never wanna hear you say :I want it that way!” They sang loudly.I was still irritated at the splash I’d had in the pool so I opted to paint my toes.  I was bitteryes, but happy my  family friend and my party friends were becoming so close even if it was at my expense. I settled into a hammock and watched 27 dresses with my only companion being a 2 liter bottle of Mountain Dew and a family sized bag of red Doritos. After the movie, they came and got me and we all played practical jokes on each other which lifted my spirits immensely. After another round of karaoke, which I participated in this time, we were all pretty tired and we gathered in the same circle that we’d started the night in.
“Okay,”Marissa said. “We each have to name the hottest dude we’ve ever seen in our life. I’ll go, Justin Timberlake.” She said and passed it to Alice who grinned and replied:”Jasper”. Me and Rosalie smiled. “Emmett, now you Renesmee.”  Rosalie smirked. I blushed. “Um I don’t know.”  Alice snickered. “Seems like this should be easy for ness, considering the events that have been taking place.” Rosalie laughed and shoved Alice.
Marisa and Rachel looked confused. I glared at Alice. “I have no idea what you’re talking about but I’d have to choose...um...Bradley Cooper?” Everyone started talking. “Oh good choice” Rachel said. Marissa agreed. “Yeah something about him is kinda canine looking like a puppy or wolf or something.” Alice snorted at the irony of it. Rosalie grinned. “Yep, Ness, likes the canine  type.I blushed furiously. “Your up” I said quickly to Rachel. She tapped her lip.” I don’t know...let me think...Ooh Ness! You remember that smoking hot guy at the party?, I pick him.”
I froze. Surely not.
Now Rosalie and Alice looked confused. “What smoking hot gyuy?”I blushed hard. Maybe she’d saw someone else that night. Maybe...“I don’t know he had dark hair, tanned skin he was really tall and muscular” She turned to me. “You remember him. You guys were friends you introduced me what was his name?”
Alice and Rosalie looked at each other in glee. “Oh shit” Rosalie laughed.”This is great!” she slurped her lemonade.
“Jacob” I answered weakly.“Oh yeah! You guys still friends?” she asked.Alice coughed pointedlyI sighed shaking my head at the ground wearily before looking back up at her. “Yeah,you could say that, it’s...it’s something like that...” I sucked on my straw.“Cool, so I can see him more often.”I looked up from drink and eyed her like I was peeking over the tops of sunglasses.Alice snorted at my expression which I was quick to compose.( Get your poker face on) I chided myself.
“Oh! Um yeah! We’ll definitely have to...arrange that” I finished lamely after a moment’s pause.Good” she said breathily.
Marissa tuned in. “Ooh! Yeah he was fine, count me in and may the best woman win.”\Rachel gasped. “No way! I saw him first!”(Technically I saw him first) I wanted to say. I bared my teeth and growled.
Alice snickered “Chill ness” she muttered.I quickly silenced my growl. Alice was right I needed to calm down.It was nauseating watching them argue over my boyfriend. I chanced a glance at Rose and Ally they shook their heads sympathetically and gave me matching thumbs down. I sighed and shrugged before tuning into their conversation.
“You’re my friend riss but if you keep me from him I will have to destroy you “she teased half kidding half serious. “And that goes for you too ness, don’t you get any ideas, you didn't even like him.”
I raised my eyebrows. “That’s not true! I always thought he was cute!” I was seriously starting to get angry.
Marissa scoffed. “I’ll make it easier. I get to fuck him first and then I’ll be out of the picture and you and ness can battle it out.”“There’s no battle, I said through gritted teeth as I snapped the lights off. “I’m kinda tired, let’s go to sleep.” I said icly and no one else spoke the rest of the night.I twisted and tuned thinking about how they wanted what I’d worked so hard for and was rightfully mine.
Jacob.I debated how I would tell them he belonged to me and if I even would long after everyone was asleep and snoring.
I said I was tired and I was, though I slept none that night.


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